I’m An African-Amerian Woman and I’m Also Muslim

blackandmuslimTo look at me you see a black woman. I’m not wearing any coverings, no hijab. My name although ethnically Arabic may or may not reflect my religious beliefs so most people do not know my religion until I tell them. I don’t pray five times a day but I do pray and during communal prayer services I am often brought to tears. There is such beauty and solidarity in making salat with other Muslims. Hearing the prayers chanted from different surah’s of the Qur’an always soothes my soul. I don’t eat pork. I wear above the knee dresses and go out to drink with co-workers. I do not wear my religion nor do I consider myself religious but my heart is Islam. When I read the Qur’an I find peace within myself and I try to be the best person I can be. I am a black American Muslim and neither makes me a woman to be feared by this world.

I’m not surprised by illogical hate and fear because America sees me as black before they know I am Muslim. I know my history and I know there are people in Amerikka who see my color and feel I am not entitled to the same quality of life as them solely because of my race. I know racism and I know racist but I never believed it would reach the level of a presidential candidate. I know racism but I’m used to the more subtle form of it. I never expected this Hitleresque form of racism from anyone running for president even if I always thought they secretly spewed this rhetoric amongst friends.

After 9/11 I felt the backlash of being Muslim in America on top of the exhaustion that can come with being black. I listened to some of my co-workers carefully express their fear of foreign-born Muslims specifically but all Muslims silently. They asked me why Muslims hated America. I explained those heinous individuals didn’t represent Islam the same way the KKK/white supremacy groups don’t represent Christianity. Like Trump they failed to equate the same ideology and dismiss it altogether. Funny, how people in white America dismiss terrorism so easily when the face is their own. I guess when you’re not the group being attacked it’s not as big a deal just like it wasn’t a big deal when Hitler went after the Jews.

I listened to the GOP soft toe around Trumps declaration of not letting Muslims in the country. Not one emphatically denounced Trump just saying they didn’t agree with his policy. Denying Muslims entry into America and stoking hate against American Muslims is not a policy it is bigotry. I’ve listened to his ignorance for weeks and had online debates many progressives that we were letting history repeat itself with so many believing we could never have another Hitler in the world. Despite his orange color he is sounding a lot like Hitler. I am a black American Muslim and I know racism and Trump personifies it.

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  • fgeners

    I can only speak on the perspective of a Muslim woman, although I am a woman of color, I did not grow up with the black experience. First off, I appreciate your honesty in your practice and faith, I pray you are rewarded for your efforts.

    This is a debate that I have been having with my peers for some time now, even before Trump’s nonsense and noise. It’s exhausting to deal with constant prejudice and scrutiny because I believe in a certain faith, have some extra melanin, eat with different spices. White supremacy does not want anyone to win. I used to think that I was being extreme in thinking that way, but the older I get, the more apparent it becomes. I’m expected to obey laws, pay taxes, and be a good citizen. I abide by the rules and am expecting to have government officials and representatives protect my interests, and defend my rights.

    Your story is so important. There are many women affected on these same fronts. It is insane to see someone like Trump who blatantly ignores the basic rights outlined by the government (and natural humanity) of a human being, and he is not being denounced in any way.


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